This is so exquisitely written, Ruchama and I wish I could boost it. I have never wanted to start a publication but right now i DO, and I want to be a boost nominator. There are so very many stories here on Medium and it can be hard to find the ones that shine. I'm so glad you left a comment on my story so I could find you.

I have to be very careful about what I read because it is as if I consume it, and the energy stays with me. I was depressed for a month after reading Wild Swans. I have learnt to be more cautious these days. I so relate to your experience. And thank you: I have just added three books to my wish list. 🙏💚