This is amazing. An extraordinarily wonderful piece of writing: (bear with me, as Ann James says I am sheep-deprived. Damn those Aussies). It is (more than but all i can come up with) raw and powerful and vulnerable and life affirming and .. . . why haven't you go a zillion followers? Medium is weird. This deserves a wide audience, no, wider than that. How can there be writing like this that is unseen when listicles about how to make money on Medium have got thousands of claps. It's all wrong. Enough. I'm so sorry i found my way here so late in the day after a far too early start. I am sure I would have written something scintillating at 5am. Hearts to you and your talent💚💚💚