That you are still here on planet earth feels like something of a miracle to me right now, having read so much of what you have endured. You have survived. You (and your awesome garden) have thrived. This story, is, as Gus says, "powerful and haunting". My hope for you is that in writing it all down and sharing it with others, your past will loosen its grip. Even more than it already has. Even if only inch by inch. Keep writing, Tai. I've missed you and it SO good to see you back here. You are a miracle in action. A💚🙏