Thank you so very much for this. I don't know if you were involved with the TAM podcast at all, but they (TAM +Ben Ulansey??) were so kind. And I'd like to say that all the empathy i have read here has meant the shame i felt when i wrote this has now dissipated. I'm pleased to say that Ed has completed his first week there and is doing well. Thank you again for your kind words. A🙏💚