Sorry you are going through this. I hope the vacuum she leaves is filled with someone who appreciates you for all that you are. I hope you can let go and trust this is all unfolding as it is meant to. It might be years before you can look back and understand her betrayal and lies. And smile in the knowledge that it was a stepping stone on the way to someone or something new and precious. As Connie says, your writing is glorious. A💚💞