So very sorry for your loss, Marge. To lose two at the same time must be so very hard to bear.

I hope you can be very kind to yourself at this difficult time. I hope Medium can provide some structure for you: a place to pour out the feelings. Sending love and big hugs. A❤️[BIG HUGS] because i can't use the emoji. It has a smiley face and that just doesn't feel right.