Oh Michelle, I want to tell you everything will be OK, and stomach pudge so doesn't matter. You can fly over here anytime you like, and, failing that, we can be online friends, and I will do my best to help you embrace more of the F-it attitude. That last line made me roar with laughter and I appreciate the shout out. And you. I appreciate you and your willingness and extraordinary talent to share so much of yourself here. You are amazing. You are enough. You are such an honest and open writer, and I love how I am never quite sure whether i shall be reading something moving or downright hilarious when I click on your articles. Sometimes I am rewarded by both at the same time.

I try not to give advice too often, but I am always here, willing to listen and be honest. Honestly, you are slap bang in the middle of a tough time right now, but you've got this. You are doing great and everything will be OK. If all else fails, hop on a plane and we can hang out and laugh about our failures. Together. Annie x