Oh Lucy! Thank you for sharing your story with us all. I find that when i share embarrassing stories with others, it releases something knotted inside me, and I feel lighter. Hope this is true for you as well. I hope you share your story about your wedding: a refugee camp and a recycled dress. That is a story that needs to be told. Many thanks for reading and taking the time to comment so honestly. Hearts to you, A💚💚🙏💚