I stayed with you. And I don't mind that you are not ready to be honest yet. That in itself is more honest than some ever are.
I am not surprised you don't know me. I am still not sure I know myself. Not fully. Yet. But you asked the questions, so here goes:
I am . . .
Can any of us really know? Or is it for others to decide? I think I am all that has been added by all those i have come into contact with, with a dollop of ancestral qi. I strive to let go of it all to reveal the divine spark at the centre. I am a mass of contradictions, fully of failings and Iight and dark. I think if i can clear enough "stuff" I can be as a mirror, so that what others see is simply a reflection of themselves. I feel intensely. I am curious about most everything and i dream of a world without labels where we can each recognise the humanity in others, where we can be non-judgmental and kind, and make meaningful connections. I shall probably think of something better to write tomorrow. That's just the way it goes. A🙏💚