I love what Lu and Beth have written. I understand your anxiety and hope you can keep your focus on enjoying the reception and your grandchildren. A week away from Medium can feel like a lifetime but we will all still be here when you get back, wishing you well. In the middle of my recent stressful time I made sure that I did ONE thing at least every day that brought me joy: even if it is just a cup of coffee alone. Wishing you and the family well. Aroha nui, A💚🙏