I can see, in this beautifully crafted piece, that this is written from the heart, and I sense your frustration around money. Now take a deep breath. You might not like this, but I am autistic and I cannot lie: I disagree. Money is not shit. Money is just another form of energy and if you treat it like shit it is less likely to come your way. Money, the energy of money, can give you the freedom: to write and create and do what makes your heart sing. But it has to be treated with respect. Hold onto it too tightly and you will strangle the life out of it, fritter it away thoughtlessly and you will lose the capacity to be generous. I have been lucky. Someone once told me I had a good money aura. Every time I see a coin on the ground, i pick it up and say: money comes easily to me. I repeat: money is just another form of energy. Please be kind to money, give it a chance to be kind to you. In kindness, A🙏💚