Hi Nathalie. Whereabouts are you? Here in the UK the support groups are very welcoming of the self-diagnosed thank goodness. Does not having an "official" diagnosis make anything difficult for you? I really appreciate you taking the time to comment. Sometimes (I have spent a lifetime masking and fitting in) i end an email with: "Hugs from me". I don't really mean it of course. I don't like hugging people i don't know. I'm ending this wih a wish for you: I wish you plenty of space and recovery time, i wish you peace and acceptance, please be kind to yourself. A