50 claps is reserved for the articles you really like - it is the equivalent of a standing ovation. I am always happy with 20+. One is like a slow handclap but i usually recognise it is from someone new to Medium and don't take offense. I have been late diagnosed as autistic so I am still learning coping strategies. I used to think i was just more of a failure at life than others - didn't realise i had a real life disability that meant i wasn't competing on a level playing field. My diagnosis has helped me enormously. The story of how i got into acupuncture is one that i have yet to write, so i may save that for now, if you don't mind. But you can email me directly at annie.hibbert33@gmail.com - it is in my profile somewhere. Thank you for your generous claps. ps: comments don't traditionally get many claps - it is more of an acknowledgment that your response has been seen and appreciated. And i really do appreciate your standing ovation and thoughful response. A🙏💚